you texted me for the first time in what feels like forever just now. we had a conversation and everything. it’s like our friendship just froze in place, and now maybe we can thaw it out and keep moving forward.

there are still problems. but at least i can see now that you haven’t completely changed. people are objects of their surroundings. so maybe it’s just your change in location that making you act like the type of person you told me you didn’t want to be.

i can only hope right now.

i’m fine with you trying to keep it more private, i should have respected that sooner. but i’m not fine with the fact that it’s happening at all. you used to know better. we used to laugh at girls who acted like that.

i wish i could tell you that everyday during religion class, when we’re asked for our prayer intentions, that i always ask the class to pray for “my friend”.

that’s you.